The plop of a wet large leaf
hitting the cement of the patio outside my back door was a good indication why
I choose to take my working indoors. We
need the rain here, never get enough of it so I try not to begrudge the weather
too much. This is one of the few times I
have had to do a working indoors, and the first time I have done a spirit art
of this level of complication indoors. I
had been tumbling the idea of summoning the Tri Cumhachtai Brig (the three
queens of the court of Brigit) like a stone tumbling in the surf of the
ocean. It wasn’t till after sun down
that I decided for sure to do it. I did
have all the supplies after all, and this break from school will be short, and
the winter solstice ritual is fast approaching.
I rearranged my alter and shrine to accomadate this working, and well,
it just need a good cleaning up after a couple years of use. The beginning of the rite flowed smoothly
from my lips as it has been practiced for two years now. However, I discovered as I picked up my staff
sized Slat Draoi that I was long on stick and short on room. The words of my old martial arts instructor
rang in my head “you can’t use a staff in a phone booth. The right tool for the situation.” I realized I didn’t have any other sized Slat
Draoi. I made a mental note to remedy
that in the near future, and refocused on what I was doing, making careful use
of the space and tool I had. The
offerings were given, the words spoken with confidence and power. I then sat before the alter and now shrine to
Brigid, and let myself slide deeper into a trance state, in the hopes that Tri
Cumhachtai would be there. I was having
trouble getting into it. My mind was not
focused as I would have liked. Maybe it
was the presence of my wife and step-daughter in the family room, two closed
doors away, that was distracting me. Or perhaps it was the outside dog moving
against the house, or the sudden sadness and depression I had struggled with
all day that came on for no apparent reason, or any number of things, I am not
sure, I just know I was struggling. Not
wanting the work and offerings to go to waste, I buckled down mentally and
started to chant the Ogham name of Beith, followed by Dair, and Lus. I then I began
to recite the Gailic charm “Brid thuas linn, Brid thios linn, Brid maidir linn;
Brid inar gcroi”. Soon I found my inner
sight and saw the three queens standing before me. I thanked them for coming, for their patience,
and then we got to work. We made pacts
of friendship and assistance. I was
informed of some of their realms of influence.
I was shown the ways that they have already been involved in my life and
development as a Druid. I received further instructions on the type of magical
work they (and Brigit) would have me develop.
I have been told to develop a system of magical work using the
Ogham. This will be both work for inner
development and outer magical works. I
was instructed on one way of spell casting making use of Ogham letters on a
staff of wood. The last instructions
were to practice this system and when ready more instruction would come. As the meeting came to an end, the three
queens wanted to go, but I came to understand without their explicit say so
that they could not till I chose to allow them too. This was a significantly different feeling
then during my audience with Brigid herself.
I gave a bit more offering of incense, thanked them, and the rite was
brought to a close.
* as I am writing this I am getting word of
the tragic murders of children in Conneticet by a gunman at a school. Perhaps my sudden sadness and depression was
some sort of premonition of something very sad and wrong about to happen.
This working felt very different
then the audience with Brigid. With the
audience the sense of power and majesty was palpable, visceral. Here with this working it wasn’t like
that. It could be that some of this is
from my mental struggles to get into a trance state. It also makes sense to me
though that working with the queens would have a much different feel then
working with the goddess herself. One
thing is I felt that I had much more of their focus and attention. They were more present with me then the
goddess was. I received more specific
instructions about things. This all in
turn made the work seem much more “real”.
In my conversation with the queens I asked for a prediction of the
weather today (I like confirmation that I am not making things up), and well,
it’s spot on. Overcast with no rain and
a bit of sunshine now and then. Another
interesting note to that question is that when I asked it, I felt the queen delve
into my own mind. It was not an unpleasant
sensation, just different, I got the sense she was seeking information she
needed from my mind or memories to make the prediction. After all the weather is not something
normally associated with Brigit.
A keening for those killed in Connecticut this day,
too young too young, this evil hath done
families torn asunder
Brigid wept like the rolls of thunder
as the Morrigan made her choices,
forever silencing their little voices.
too young too young, this evil hath done
families torn asunder
Brigid wept like the rolls of thunder
as the Morrigan made her choices,
forever silencing their little voices.
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