“The fire, the well and sacred tree; flow and flame and grow
in me.” So goes a commonly used phrase
in ADF liturgy. It is said in various ways
at high day rites and by different groves, but the idea is all there. The other day, a person publicly announced
that they were leaving ADF because they found it did not focus enough on what
was going on inside a person. That it
was too focused on devotionals. That they also think we spend all our time
talking about “right relationship” and that they do not care about that or
right action. That ADF does not spend
enough time dealing with “the messy, mucky, complicated, beautiful acts of
being human that have nothing to do with how virtuous or pious we are.”
I have pondered over their words for several days now, and to the writer
I can only say they did not integrate the concepts, they did not enfold the
metaphor to their inner life. That is,
the fault is not so much with the ADF but with the person. You see good readers it is all
METAPHOR! Every religion; all of them.
Every single one of them is a metaphor for our spiritual experiences in
life. Hey!, Great if they think they are
literal truth, but with that truth is a metaphor. It is up to the individual to integrate that
metaphor into their life, thus finding the wisdom and unlocking the secrets to
a spiritual existence. No one can do
this for another. At best we can say “look
this is a metaphor for your life, now figure out what it means to YOU. Apply it
to YOU as you can.” So to the charge that ADF is not inwardly
focused, let me point out just a few of the ways I see that it is. As noted at the beginning of this post ADF
ritual tell us to “Let the waters flow within us, let the fire burn within us,
and to let the tree grow within us.” This is a metaphor that means that we each
need to tend to all the associations of the well, fire and tree, inside
us. What are these associations you
ask? I am happy to tell you, but it’s
all just metaphors. You would be a thousand
times better off going about your own inner work and coming to understand what
the associations are TO YOU. How do you
do that? YOU TURN INWARD.
ADF
is concerned with “right relationship” and rightly so I think. Before I go on we need to have an
understanding of what is meant by “right relationship”. It means to maintain a balanced relationship
between you and the gods, the spirits of nature (thus nature itself) and the
ancestors. It also means to maintain a
right relationship with yourself. How do
you maintain right relationship with yourself?
YOU TURN INWARD. To know if you
are in “right relationship” with oneself you are forced to turn inward and
address what one finds, then taking actions both internally and externally to
bring that relationship back to balance.
As
part of the Dedicant’s path the novice is asked to start what is called “mental
discipline”. This is some sort of
practice that forces the novice to sit down at least once a week and turn
inward. For most this is some sort of
meditation, though not always. Though
the requirement is weekly, I recommend that it be done daily. Though again not required, this practice is
encouraged to go on long after the Dedicant’s path work is done. All of this is a form of ADF having a person
TURN INWARD.
Once
past the Dedicant’s work, we have several trainings that encourage further
practices of Trance work and poetry that if applied correctly will cause a
person to TURN INWARD.
So I have shown a number of ways
that ADF directs the person to turn inward.
ADF gives metaphor with which to navigate the inner world, and in the courses
it asks the student to find techniques that will turn them inward. All of these are tools that help a person
deal with the “..messy, mucky, complicated, beautiful act of being human that
have nothing to do with how virtuous or pious we are.”
The author finishes with “…I don’t
think I can, through my own actions, earn my way to good standing with the Gods.” To this I would share what a wise druid once
told me, “Whether you think you can or you can’t…your right.”
ADF is not at all a perfect organization, and
probably not a perfect religion. It
certainly is not the religion for everyone.
People come, do, and decide to go.
That’s great. Just do not blame
the system for your missing the road signs, not internalizing the metaphors, or
finishing the work of the DP.
Great post.
ReplyDeleteI agree wholeheartedly about metaphorics. The Craftwork of our Trad (just north of you, wink) is all about internalizing the metaphors.
We don't cast out, we cast in.
The one leaving the ADF came, saw, challenged, criticized and left without doing the basic fundamental work, which is obvious.
Many people either skip this critical phase because "they're already sooooooo advanced" or they try to change and re-arranged the whole system before they've actually learned it.
This is typical with any type of system that does such internal work. People don't want to change themselves, that's too "messy, mucky, complicated" and requires real work. It's much easier to change everything else or criticize it as deficient for not meeting their needs.
When we first started here, we were criticized and attacked. But after only a few short years all those people are gone; given up, returned to church and faded away and we're the only thing still here.
There's something to be said for those of us who make the long term commitment and do the work. That's why I like and respect you. You and I are the next generation of Wicca and Druidry.
Blessings to you and yours.
Thank you for sharing your story!
ReplyDelete